All of my experience with women shoes that i am not ready to have a relationship at all. All the girls that i have been with were never able to stay because of the fact that i was cruel to them. i manipulated them and made them do things that only benefited them. i always knows the kind of person that i can manipulate and i did not really care how they felt. But i have the idea that i can’t really be happy with how things are going and that is the sad truth. Something has got to be done with the kind of situation that i am in. i can’t just love forever preying on the weak. At this point of my life i still did not felt what true love is. Until a London escort agency came to me. i cares a lot about the London escort that i was dealing with because she knows me well and was the only girl that i felt have a lot in common with. i have no malicious intentions for her and it is still the first time. i can’t really say why i am feeling so attracted to a London escort but i do not care at all. What is important for me is to keep things as good as it can me so that i will turn my life back to normal once more. i have no right to forgive myself for all of the things that i has done in the past to all the girls that i have hurt. But i can be honest with myself and happy with the situation that i got with a London escort. i told her everything about me. And it did not bother her at all. At first i was wondering whether or not she loves me or not. And i do not want to be the kind of guy who will pressure a lady just to stay with her. But i was lucky to have a London escort who fell in love with me. She knows that i am done with all of the bad habits that i has done before and i am looking in to friendlier relationship with the ladies that I’ve meet. i can’t say that there is still a lot of time for me to try to find someone other than the London escort who is in front of me. i want to be happy with her and adjust my lifestyle so that she could benefit with all of the effort that i make. i decided to be a loyal person to a London escort because i do not want to play games with anybody any more. She is the only girl that has made sense for a long time. And i am sure about myself that things can always turn out good in my favour the more that i will be with a London escort that i do love the most. She makes me happy and feel like a king.